Scattered Thoughts on Wednesday Morning...

Welcome to July everyone!!!

I haven't said anything for a couple of days, I've been reading a lot of other blogs, commenting, arguing, chatting up a storm, and in general, doing everything but writing my own stuff.

While I have been touched by the comments on my last post, The Last Time, I found it surprisingly draining to revisit that relationship in a public forum. It stirred up more emotional baggage than I expected and has put me in a bit of a funk. Not because I miss Cynthia as a person, but I miss her desire for me. I know it is now, and was then, an ego trip, but knowing that she called on me for her last pre-marital touch makes me smile, while highlighting some of the relationship challenges I face at home. BUT, that is getting to serious, too maudlin, to damn depressing.

I am currently working on a project with a fellow blogger who is working on her first book. She is witty, good at dialogue, and has allowed me to read and comment on some of her work. It's great fun to see another writer's though process and their sense of sexy. That has made my week very interesting.

But, not all is well in the land of sunshine. My company is rewiring some of the network to help outside contractors work from within our building. As a result, we now have a high-speed outside, UNFILTERED AND UNBLOCKED Internet connection. The most dangerous distraction in the world.

My job, right now, is boring and slow. in two months I will be frantic and crazy, but long empty days are a dangerous things, and finding this open line to chatting, porn, news, sports, videos, gaming, porn, women, naked women, porn, and chatting with naked women while watching porn is going to get me in trouble.

(As I side note, I wish my admin would walk down the hall, open my door, rip open my shirt, and bite my nipples RIGHT NOW!. That is TMI, I know, but it had to be said.)

When I get bored, I let my mind drift, and I get horny, and distracted, and really don't give a rip about HR policy about "Appropriate Internet Usage." I would much rather go here. But that would be wrong, at least while I'm at work.

OK, a couple more random thoughts and I'll be on my way...

Last month I had 1,012 visits. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Do you people not have anything better to do? In October of last year I got 50 hits. 50. As I watched the numbers creep up and up last month, I thought for sure that it was massive denial of service attack on Blogger, someone was trying to kill all the boring blogs by overwhelming the servers, but so far, that hasn't happened. Over a thousand hits though? With no dirty pictures, no sexy HNT, no imbedded video of hot naked anyones? WOW.

Thanks to everyone who drops by. I'm sure you are glad that I'm starting off this month with a bunch of mindless babbling.

I've added a couple of links to a site called Filthy, Gorgeous Things. They made me smile today.

A great editorial
The article I wish my wife would read

OK, that set a new low for boring, but thanks for an excellent and ego-stroking month in June.